This is by far the hardest blog post I've had to write thus far. I have been putting it off for almost 2 weeks now... :( I have completely fallen off of the bandwagon. I feel like garbage! I haven't been working out & have been eating whatever I want...
Life threw me some stressful curves and I went right back to my old, crummy ways. I am so disappointed in myself! I have felt sick nearly every day from making unhealthy choices, but it hasn't been enough to get my butt in gear. I skipped my past 3 weight watcher meetings (I have no idea what I weigh), but I would most definitely not be surprised If I gained all of my weight back. Gosh! How could I do this to myself?!
I'm really struggling right now with life in general and I guess I just gave up and felt I was no longer worth it. I wish I were a stronger person... I wish that I was able to find value in myself and be more positive. My self confidence has plummeted, but I know that I can get out of this slump.. I have to. I promised myself that I would do this, and I am going to get it done no matter what.
I am going to weigh myself tomorrow.. face the news.. & move on!
I have missed all of my blogger friends :(
Kat- you're a dear! You made me smile for the first time today :] Thanks for the "Honest Scrap Award"
I will share 10 things about myself tomorrow when I am a whole new, positive, upbeat, happy, confident person :]
I hope everyone is doing well! I am super excited to catch up on all of your blogs!