Well... this is by far the hardest blog post I've had to write...
I faced the scale today for the first time in months. After making horrible eating choices, not working out, and being really down on myself these past few months, not only did I lose all of the progress that I had made but I GAINED from my original starting weight.
It's incredible how crummy that itty bitty scale can make you feel! I realize that this is a pivotal moment in my life. I am absolutely devastated, and could easily just throw in the towel. In the past that is exactly what I would have done, but this is a NEW ME! & I am not going to give up. I am going to take this for what it is... a learning experience.
Here are the MUCH DREADED STATS!:
Current Weight: 318.2 lbs.
That is a 3.2 lb. gain from my original start weight. I am still in absolute shock! & It's taking everything inside me not to fall apart...
But tomorrow is a new day! I am going to wake up in the morning & move on.